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Car accidentsspry-otter-225

Terrified to drive again after my crash — anyone else go through this?

So I've been home recovering for about six weeks now and honestly the physical part is hard enough, but nobody warned me about the mental side of all this.

Quick backstory: I was driving home from an early morning shift (I work in healthcare, been doing crazy hours lately) and traffic ahead of me stopped suddenly because of something that had fallen off a pickup — couldn't even tell what it was at first. I braked as hard as I could but I didn't have enough distance and hit the SUV in front of me pretty hard.

The other driver was shaken but okay, thank god. I ended up with a pretty serious leg fracture — two surgeries later I've got hardware in there holding things together, and I'm doing PT three times a week right now. My doctor is cautiously optimistic about me being functional again by early summer.

Here's the thing though — I have to eventually get back behind the wheel. I've got little kids. I need to drive. But every time I even think about sitting in the driver's seat I feel my chest tighten up. I had a panic attack just watching someone else drive on the highway last week. Like a passenger. That felt embarrassing to admit.

For people who've been through something like this: did the anxiety around driving eventually go away? Did anything specific actually help — therapy, exposure stuff, anything? I don't want to be frozen by this forever but I also don't want to white-knuckle it with my kids in the car before I'm ready.

Also still figuring out the insurance/legal side of things, so any guidance on that front is welcome too.

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    sharp-kestrel-573

    One thing I'll say — the fact that you're already asking about getting back to driving means part of you is ready to get there. That's not nothing. Some people I know after accidents just... stop engaging with it entirely and it gets harder the longer you wait. You're still facing it, even if your chest is tight doing it. That matters.

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    clever-beaver-769

    I used to work claims and I'll be real with you: adjusters are trained to move fast and close files. The moment you accept a settlement, that's it — done. With a fracture that required multiple surgeries, your "maximum medical improvement" (that's the point where doctors say you're as healed as you're going to get) might be a year or more away. Any offer that comes before that point is almost certainly going to undervalue what you're actually dealing with. Just something to keep in mind.

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    gentle-raven-462

    What you're describing — the chest tightening, the panic response as a passenger — that's actually a recognized stress response after a traumatic event. It doesn't mean something is "wrong" with you mentally, it just means your nervous system learned to associate cars with danger and it's doing its job a little too enthusiastically now. A therapist who does EMDR or exposure therapy can be genuinely game-changing for this stuff. A lot of people don't realize they can ask their primary care doc for a referral specifically for accident-related trauma — it's more common than you'd think.

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      kind-lynx-891

      I just want to say you are being way too hard on yourself. You had two surgeries. You're doing PT. You're managing kids AND recovery AND insurance stuff. The fact that you're already thinking about how to get back to normal says a lot about how strong you are. Give yourself some grace here. The driving will come back when you're ready.

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    plain-elk-567

    On the legal/insurance side — the anxiety and emotional distress you're experiencing is actually part of your damages, not just the medical bills. Things like therapy costs for trauma, lost wages during recovery, and pain and suffering are all things that can be included in a claim. Keep a journal if you can — just a few sentences a day about how you're feeling, what you can't do that you used to do, appointments you're attending. That kind of documentation matters a lot more than people realize. Not telling you what to do, just stuff I see overlooked constantly.

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    mellow-vole-689

    The driving anxiety is SO real and I don't think people talk about it enough. After my accident it took me almost four months before I felt anything close to normal behind the wheel. What helped me most was starting tiny — like, just sitting in a parked car in my driveway with it running. Not going anywhere. Just getting comfortable being in that seat again. Then short trips around the neighborhood. It sounds silly but it genuinely worked. Don't rush yourself. You've been through real trauma.

    • 13
      keen-marten-961

      While you're working through the recovery stuff, please please please be careful about what you sign or agree to with the insurance company. They may reach out with a settlement offer before you fully know the extent of your long-term recovery — especially with hardware in your leg, there can be complications down the road you don't even know about yet. Don't let them close your claim out while you're still figuring out what the next year looks like.

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    tidy-otter-571

    Don't drive with your kids until YOU feel ready — not when your doctor clears you, not when someone else thinks you should be over it. Your gut knows. A jumpy, anxious driver is genuinely a risk. Wait until you've done some solo short trips and felt okay. No shame in that taking a few more months.